Never again, NEVER AGAIN!

The scholarship letter and the 6th form acceptance letter came in today.
I got into 6th form, but usually everyone does unless you did REALLY badly, like literally failing everything.
But I didn't get the scholarship.
I guess I knew from the start that I probably wasn't going to get it, because I got a D for my fucking Malay.
Why the fuck is Malay even fucking compulsary for a fucking malaysian who only goes to Malaysia for 4 days a year and only at the outskirts of it.
I will never ever forget how this fucking country brought me down. Never.

I shall complain about how fucked up this country is.
But first, I have to say that this is my second rejection letter from my school.
The first was for applying for prefect.

Everyone's sending each other texts, and writing on each others FB walls asking about the scholarship letter.
And I feel like such a failure.
I know that in the future I will be recieving more letters like this, and instead of writing words of encouragement, they will have no mercy. job applications, uni applications, god I fucking hate letters.
I was slacking so much before, but thank god this stupid letter came, because I am determined to never ever fucking get a letter like this ever again.

I was going to complain about the stupid country, but then I thought about how it's illegal to say things about Malaysia because you can get sent to jail.
I'll tell you in private someday.

Anyways Ima get back to my studying, gonna show them who they're fucking rejecting.
IM SO FRUSTRATED! and disappointed in myself.
But there's no time to cry for my sorry ass.
!@$!$@##^#&$@#@

fucking rejection letters.
I'm out.

Love from

Lollapalooza♥